REALLY bad day!

So today turned out to be an extremely bad day for me. We had just gotten off our trip monday when Lan found out he wasn't getting laid off. That was great news but then it started to turn bad. Yesterday we then found out the reason he gets to keep his job is because he has to work night shift. Not only did I only get to see him on the weekends, after he got off work, now I'll have to sleep by myself on the weekends and have nothing to do at night. I am so frustrated with his job that I don't know what to do. It has been right over a year now that Lan has been working in forsyth, which means we are an hour away from each other and only get to see each other on the weekends. And that is if I go to his house, may I remind you Lan hasn't been able to come to my house in over 2 months. Things start getting a little depressing when you have to do everything by yourself. And it also tends to get really lonely. The only time I get to see Lan is on the weekends, which is also the time that my friends want to hang out. But since that is the only time I get to see Lan, I choose him. I am so fed up with seeing people take their relationships for granted because I am so jealous that you get to see your love everyday. I am also so fed up with Lan's job but I don't want to tell him me or the job because of the way the economy is right now. I don't know what to do! so therefore, my day continued to get more frustrating and worse...so now I am going to try and sleep it off. Tomorrow is a new day!