Weekend Craziness

For the most part this weekend was AMAZING...which is kind of crazy!
Lan started his night shift job and it was pretty ok! Friday night was pretty boring but I was able to be accompanied by Anna, Kelly, and the crazies! We made the birthday cake for paul's 30 birthday and Anna was nice enough to make an extra for that night. I think I ate the entire cookie cake myself.
The next morning around 8 am I was sleeping and cuddled with a pillow to fill the hole of Lan. Then he gently came in and replaced the pillow. I missed him so much and he missed me the same, we talked and cuddled until he finally fell asleep. I realized as I was laying there how much I am truly in love with Lan Moody, my fiance. It's crazy to me how we can get so caught up in the world and the things going on around us we forget to stop and breath. But on this particular saturday morning I decided to stop and breath and see how beautiful my life is with Lan.
I am extremely excited and overwhelmed that I, Chelsea Vanhorn, have found my true soul mate at the age of 19. But it wasn't until today that I really stopped and realized how much he meant to me. I know this sounds cheesy but everything in life happens for a reason. And Lord knows I have made some bad and good decisions. And for those of you who know what it took me to get this far in my relationship with Lan you can understand and love that I finally took that BREATH.
This weekend may have changed my life forever in many ways. Many of you know what ALL happened this weekend and how dramatic it was for me at first.But in the end, I realized I am stronger than I thought, I have let go, and I love Lan with ALL my heart.